how’s your day so far? :)
i went out for breakfast with my friend and now i’m off to a bookstore to find a good book for my scientific work which i have to write this vacation for school.. uugh boring..
yes, sometimes i also have my ‘bad days’ again, but then i think really? is it worth? no! cause there is so much out there and hey, it’s food and i loooooove food! it’s such a normal thing and there are too many other things to care about. i try to let go the thought as much as i can, some days it works more some days less. but i feel so free and normal and can concentrate on so many other stuff and enjoy my life and experiences! and fooooood, i mean, it’s awesome and it surprises me everytime ;)
i wish you all an awesome day and enjoy it and try to think about the good things in you day :)
i’m kind of confused.. he apologized ( that’s very special for him and i never thought he would do that in that way he did ) and now he want to go for a drink with me. i didn’t expect that, i didn’t knew this side from him? but yes i thought i give it a try cause i want to find out what he means.. so tomorrow evening guys ;)
so a little update food-wise.
i’m doing really good! guys,
trust me, recovery is the best you can do! finally i’m living my life and enjoy all the foods! i looove to experiment with foods when i’m cooking and also when i’m out. another thing is, i can finally
enjoy the cultures when i’m travelling! i can try the foods without fear and it’ so much fun!
i also have my ups and downs, but when i have my downs, i talk to my family and then i’m feeling so much better! one thing i’ve learned. always speek out loud and don’t let it in mind.
i can accept myself,
look in the mirror and love myself for who i am. i’m proud of my progress and when you truly trust yourself other people will do the same.
really they don’t care what you look, and if they do they’re not real friends.
friends love you for who you truly are and not for how you look.
i know it’s a though journey and i’m learning everyday. recovery is awesome! just wanted to say that ;)
love you! xxx
oh yes, this girl right here is dealing with a serious heartbreak..